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"...I’ve walked a long road with the spanking part of me. I grew up way before the Internet and the massive amount of spanking erotica and the wonderful spanking blogs (see A Creative Spanked Wife). I had never heard of anyone who was into sensual spanking. I thought that I must be a terrible person to want to spank a bottom.."
This is commonly referred to the Spankalitis disease